I just couldn’t describe how I am feeling.BUT having just to summarise in few short discourse.
Thankful.Blessed.Contented.
I am delighted being who I am today.
..having thoughts and those past memories.
YEP. needless to say that they are sweet,
BUT currently,I am glad that it is throughout.
..it’s because of them,I am right now stronger!
..those were the lessons to be learnt 
still recalling those periods when I used to complain lots,
..nothing satisfies my indispensably and my feelings.
I tried callous to struggle through,and I managed too.
I remember those nights what one. I used to keep those thoughts,thinking of them over and over again, feeling bitterly broken inside;doubtless of the mood swings.
Now I understand the reason of those happenings behind it.
Thank God it’s in excess,and I am who I am.
love,
used to be the girl
Source: http://sharon-sharz.blogspot.com/2008/08/reasons.html